Why Do I Feel Stuck?
You feel stuck because your environment is still optimised for the life you are trying to leave. Knowing the right move does not change the incentives, defaults and commitments around you. Change one structural condition — a default, a commitment, a room — and the behaviour usually follows without additional willpower.
Systems over motivation
Motivation is a poor substitute for a changed default. Alter what happens automatically and you spend far less on discipline.